#1. Two worlds
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In this autographical except about her childhood in Peru, Gabriella de Ferrari write about how her mother, neighbor senorita Luisa, and her maid Saturnina look at the world.
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<1> Early in life I realized that there were two very different ways of looking at the world, my parent`s and Senorita Luisa`s. What she told me was what I assumed the world outside my house believed. At home what I was told was what people believed in that faraway place where my parents came from. I kept them separate and functioned accordingly, never suffering from the difference, at least while I was young and the lines were so easy to draw. Yet Senorita Luisa`s world, together with that of the maids in the kitchen, was far more seductive than the rational world of my parents. I liked curses and miracles,¡¦(»ý·«)
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<3> One of my favorite activities, in which Senorita Luisa would indulge me only when she was in a good mood, was to have my fortune read. she would drip hot wax from a candle into a large container of icy water. When the wax hit the water, it formed different shapes. She read them and told me my "little future," that is, my future for the next week. The prognostications were mostly designed to teach me to behave: "This week you will tell a lie and that will cost you, because your mother will not believe you anymore." Only occasionally would she tell me my "big future," the one I wanted to hear the most: A handsome man would fall in love with me, a man with green eyes and dark hair like Luisa`s brothers.
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